Prepare the outcome of life

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Nothing’s changed , I am just growing up

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“Student” , the way i see it

I googled ‘student’ and there are so many definitions of student . Some has ridiculous meaning but the rest are acceptable . The way I see it , student is an apprentice of something or the simplest is a beginner . I do not specifically define it because different people have different views .

When I was in high school , I have been reminded again and again to study hard and not to waste time . I got sick of it actually . In fact , I am excited to turn 18 because I thought it might be an official age to get freedom . I am laughing right now because I do not know the meaning of freedom but yet I am still chasing it eventhough I am now 18 .

So hello 18 year old Shahira :) I was studying in a technical school somewhere in Kuala Klawang when I was 16 years old . I hated it during my first year but things turn out to be different when I got use it . My SPM year was stressful . I had to ignore my social life and got rid of all those irresistable entertainment for the sake of studying . Myspace was prominent during my high school year . All of my friends had been updating their busy routines on their profile . So I guess all those hardwork and ignorance worth to be sacrificed . My dad never fails to be my motivater and he always say that success does not comes rolling stone , you have to fight for it ! Yeah dad , my battle with SPM is over now and I am satisfied .

Then there is university life . Yes , I am still a student . I am taking foundation in accounting . It is something that I assume I am good at . My dad used to say that my career will work if my heart belongs to it . Well dad , it would be 2 pages of long lists if I would to mention all of my interests . Not that I do not have a dream but I want a professional job and in the same time I can continue doing something that I like . You see , I cannot specifically list one interest because I am a variety person . I love to talk and wherever I go , I love to mix around . What I mean is , I love to be friendly and make everyone laugh . Or should I say , I love to do random things . For me , studies and social life should be stable when you enter universities . Or else , you end up living in an isolation . Imagine that . I do not think that university and high school differs a lot apart from heavy assignments though .

In high school , students are introduced to light groupworks and carry marks so they are exposed to a university lifestyle . On the other hand , university students have pack schedule and in the same time they have to complete tutorials and assignments . Trust me when I say pack , it is really pack and sometimes I bathe once a day because when I got back I fall asleep so quickly .

I have learn a valuable lesson apart from all of the stressful life I lead now . Perhaps , I cannot escape from being a student and must not quit from learning . When you say student , it does not relate to high school and institutes only where you can learn . Life itself is a lesson and every human being is a student of life , in fact a permanent one . I have been in the lowest position and I figured maybe failing is the beginning of my victory . After all , I am a student right ? I learn from my experience because mistakes should be learnt not kept . Once again , there is no such thing as clever or dumb student because your excellence are based on your attitude . Student should start from zero because Rome is not built in a day .

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English class the third

Good morning . Miss Yumni helped us to prepare Muet’s speaking . We had to form into groups containing 4 people . Asyraf , Yana and Adi were in my group . We were given a topic based on the textbook and discuss . Trust me , I feel the nerve running through my veins like as if it is a real muet . I was candidate D , and Adi was candidate A . His English was impressive though . Our topic was something about the industrial . As usual , Asyraf did not write a single thing on his paper but he manage to elaborate the contents with suitable examples . That’s even better ! After our 10 minutes break , Miss Yumni wants us to combine 2 groups and debate our topic . One of the candidate had to summarise and come up with a conclusion . I used to be a debater during my last year in high school . This type of debate is just a small discussion if you do not agree with other’s point of view and state the reasons . Well , I did not talk much because It has been awhile since the last time I debated . Qal’s group was not bad because they had something to argue , at least . They rebut Rina’s point and came up with their reasons to disagree her . It was funny , our whole class laughed because he tried to explain but it sounded like he was eating his words.

That particular day , there was a few students who missed their English lesson and they had to replace it by attending to our class . Moreover , they had to prepare their Muet’s speaking .

Muet , please be nice . I hope I’ll get through it , easily . I am actually scared of Muet especially the speaking part . I feel like as if I have to say something approriate just to please the examiner . Either way , I will be happiest girl on earth when I finish Muet .

I just love English and the way our new lecturer taught us . She made me falling for English all over again . I don’t even have to look at the watch or ask my friend “what’s the time?” English is fun and not stressful .

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English class the second

I remember there’s this one class where there were few people who came to English class . Literally few , like around 10 people who came including me and jieha . My neighbour woke up late and they scared that they didnt make it to class . The others , missing in action . Nothing much on that particular day .

We had to do grammar , lots and lots of grammar . Grammar is not that bad after all . Its quite fun though . As usual , there are similarities that I am still confused but I asked Miss Yumni and I can see clearly now . Hehe :)

There are 4 people that should talk for the speaker’s corner but only 2 came which is Priya and Adi . Pathetic right ? -.- So Adi was talking about shopping . It was boring because instead of sharing with us about shopping , he elaborated the history of shopping . History ? In the morning ? You’ve gotta be kidding me . Not saying that his presentation is bad but it wasnt good enough for me to enjoy it . Like always , I asked questions . Next was Priya , she was talking about India . Her presentation was better than Adi . Because she opened my eyes about India , things that I dont know .

Before we went back , Miss Yumni wanted us to submit the previous homework in the Writing Textbook . Me and Jieha had done it but It was incorrect . We did our corrections in the class . Miss Yumni said Topic sentence and Controlling idea will be coming out in midterm examinations . So I took advantage of this lesson to understand the need for this question and how to answer it right .

English class was exciting eventhough not many came . Peace out , salam :)

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English class part 1

Say hello to the new semester :) Fresh spirit , fresh goals and a whole new world . My pointer was okay , not saying that it is good but for the record , I am satisfied enough . As usual , I have always loved English lessons . It is fun and exciting . My previous lecturer was Madam Umi Kalsom . She no longer teaches me this semester . Now it is Miss Yumni Yasin . She looks fierce and strict . Her first class , she warned us to be punctual when it is her class and we promised to be present at her class which is 9.15 am or else there will be consequences . Yes my dear friends , she do sound fierce right ?

Well after a few minutes , she turned out to be friendly and very very very talkative . I am guessing she loves random things because she often said random things . She decides random topics for my friends when it is their time to speak . She loves to read books . I am guessing she loves to read Vampire Diaries because she mentioned in the class about it .

During her first class , we discuss the course outline . We had to write in a piece of paper about our expectations on this English class . I hope Miss will help me to answer grammar or make it easier for me . Yes everybody , there will be lots and lots of grammar practise around the corner . I dont hate grammar , I dislike them because sometimes it is similar to each other . I usually use the “sound-it-right-grammar” . Well , it works for me sometimes . I have to say that I really enjoyed myself while learning during English lesson .

Miss Yumni is very talkative . I cant wait to attend to her next class . She is fun and extreme too I must say . After our discussion , she let us go early . That is all from now . Goodbye :)

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Someone Like You

Every night I would listen to Adele’s Someone Like You . The lyrics are meaningful . He doesnt pick up or even return my calls . As for me , Im stuck in the middle . To start a new chapter or stay ?

All I want is an exact answer from you . If I had a chance to see you , I wanna say I love you very much and I dont wanna be with you :) Nevermind , I’ll find someone like you and I wish nothing but the best for you .

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JAMUAN HARI RAYA , BAYULAKEHOMES

The jamuan was a blastt , I enjoyed it eventhough Im just the mc . I met new friends . All of em were guys . I didnt ask their name , it was 3 to be exact . All of em studying in Lagenda College . Arrr so near from here . And zack loooooks so pretty with her pink baju kurung . She looks sweet . She’s the photographer and Haziq . Im kinda like the host . I met new adult friend , like around 40s and 50s . They were asking for my age and some of em thought that I was married . *okaaaaaay -.-*

Im waiting for zack’s tagged photos . She’s veryy friendly . FYI , zack is 14 yeah . And she looooks so pretty :) Okay i compliment a lot about her . BECAUSE SHE REALLY IS , pretty .

I have to go back early , boooo party poooper ! Because I have to finish up my tutorial . Yeahhh so budak baik-ish . BLUEKK .

So i’ve gotta go . Byee byee maybe I’ll continue tumblring tonight .

P/S : Everyday Im tumblr-ing .

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BUSY BUSY BUSY

Today will be very very busy . I’ll be rehearsing for the ceremony at 2 . Everyone was worried because I used to say things spontaneously , my dad was veryy scared i might say something silly . Yeah shaa , keep in mind , this is a formal speeech STRICTLY NO SPONTANEOUS ACTS ! . Zakirah called mum , asking about the PA system . And mum ask me , how should i know maa ? -.-

Dad prepare the speech . All i have to do is , say it with a melodious voice . Bare in mind , you have a sore throat ! Drink lots of water , drink lemon tea .

Lunch was simple and yummy . Steamed percik fish with rice . Mum made it . Dad was busy arranging stuffs . Haaaaaa I WANNA PLAY MY KEYBOARD ! But Dian’s got the keyboard . I wanna sing ! But i have a frog voice .

I am so not nervous because I’ve done it before . Goodluck shaaaa :)

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FRESH START

I thank Allah for I still have the opportunity to walk on a peaceful road , breathe fresh oxygen and eat delightful meals . I reached Muadzam at noon . My father rent a car because we have no choice . Our car met an accident and its mama’s fault . She bumped the gate . It was Nissan’s Serena by the way , the rental car . I was excited to meet my classmates and my other mates . I am thrilled .

So far my first class was okaaay J Good news ! My English lecturer was *wait for it..* A.W.E.S.O.M.E. ! Yeah she reminds me of Madam Thulasy and Premala . Haha I kept calling her madam because I get use of the old madam which is Madam Umi Kalsom . I reallllly miss Miss Farah Idayu , my previous Bussiness Math lecturer . I greet her last Monday and she seemed sad like as if she had a long face all day . I wonder what happened to her ? I hope she’s doing okaay and I’ll be praying for her master studies .

I have to go back this week . It’s dad’s favour actually tp be the mc for the ceremony , couldn’t break daddy’s heart because I was the only child at home . My two brothers are at boarding school . Arif will be taking PMR this year in MRSM and Hakim is a freshie in SBP Seremban . Back to the ceremony just now , which is a Raya ceremony . It’s on this Saturday . When I was in boarding school , I get used of handling and organizing events . So I might contribute a little bit for this upcoming ceremony J The problem is , I still have a sore throat . I hope my voice will be melodious instead of FROG .

I wonder what happened to my high school debate team =.= I suddenly remembered about debate because Miss Yumni was asking the whole class wether anyone has any experience in debate or public speaking . Rina , kecik and kenny raised their hands . Haha I was shyyyyy to raise up mind , typical . I was in both , debate third speaker and also public speaking . If you pass the mic to me , I can crapp all day about almost everything . The thing is , I go spontaneously . Oh noo , I watch too many movies and it does influence the way I behave . I love british accent but I love my accent more . I miss those days where I trained my juniors to talk and debate . And be fierce to rebut the opponent’s point . And how we used to stay all night preparing the speeech because my teacher wanted us to be independent . And how hard it is to stand up for English when everyone doesn’t give a damn . Wow when I look back , I’ve had my glory . I can smile when I flashed back through my past . I was somebody I tell ya . Form 3 was nobody and was veryyy weak in studies . Form 5 was a chairman of English , prefect , Ajk MC , school’s pianist for choir . My school won the second place for choir and its never been in top 5 , I think its because of the live piano that I play caused our victory . And how hard it is to be the best when you’re surrounded with negative minds . Its tough all right !

And now here I am . I am dreamer . I used to dream all day and my high school friends think its crapp , they asked me to stop dreaming . Who cares about what they think ? I am the way I am , and like it or not too bad you just have to deal with it . I have high imaginations . But I figured , dreams will lead you to your goals . Never stop dreaming shaaa :’)

Like my dad said “Dream is free . Dream is pennyless . A huge success comes from a little man’s dream , Dream leads to determination” . I agree dad .